April 2011
Just keep lying to yourself
I remember you threatened to leave us once. sometimes I hate you so much I wish you had
I dont get
how someone who is supposed to love you unconditionally can speak to you as if you’re nothing
It's what you give me
I love your smile
and your eyes
your lips and skin
I can get lost in you forever
And I swear, the feelings I have for you they grow stronger every day with every minute, every second
When it rains, it pours
“It’s a bad night to be alone
But that’s the way it goes”
– “Think Of You” by A Fine Frenzy
I just don't want to do any of this anymore.
Fuck it.
I just want to lay here, worry free. I want to close my eyes and just dream. I can’t handle all of this at once. I’m not strong enough. I shouldn’t have been so foolish to believe your drunken lies. That’s all I ever hear. You’re two different people and I can’t keep up with your constant changing. I feel attacked and feeble, when all I want is for you to just...
Let's study Middle Eastern philosophy
“What do you think? Are we going to cross the river?” “I feel like we’re standing in the midst of it, torn between two shores.” “Or maybe we’ve already crossed, and we’re looking back at what we’ve just left behind. Don’t be afraid to turn and continue on your journey” Sometimes, he knows the right things to say.
“What’s mine is yours to leave and take
What’s mine is yours to make...”
– “Look After You” The Fray
She holds the world together
My sister
When she’s here, everyone’s happy
and I’m thankful for her
I want to paint
theenigmaofherself:
So you’re gone and I’m...
It’s hard trying to be there for someone when you all you need is someone in return.
Today I felt the sunshine, and it felt good.
mush
terrifying flying out of windows falling both gone mom and dad split personalities ambulance “you have to pay the ambulance bill” “i cant” “you can’t wait a year to do these things” running but going no where broken arms and broken legs laughing crying i dont want to grow up i dont want to face it im scared
no name
Sometimes we’d sit there until the candles would completely melt. Trails of white wax existing where full candlesticks once sat. I’m sure you could hear the laughter from the neighbor’s house. We would laugh so hard our sides would ache. And our laughter only caused more laughter. Jokes and stories, full conversations, debates, philosophical discussions, you name it. It was a...
