It was just a dream
Something kept carrying me farther and farther black silhouettes in the night racing through them each step matching the rhythm to the pounding in my chest the pain in my throat unnoticed but the dream didn’t last long enough following the familiar steps up and collapsing on the floor dizzy and out of breath and a vacant mind clouded again
sydneylevenhagen: soldier on the temper trap
touching him was always so important to me. it was something i lived for....– jonathan safran foer (via sydneylevenhagen)
My sister just mentioned my birthday. Yeah it’s still a ways away but just talking about it is very unsettling. I don’t like the idea of getting older one bit. I think last year kind of screwed up any happy perception of my birthday as well. Praying for March to be a long one.
And when I lay down in my bed at night
I’m always a little scared no matter how happy I seem.
tried telling you i loved you today tried telling you i need you in some way Currently listening to open mic night at Coffee Garden. There’s such a difference between live music and the sound coming through your speakers. Boy do i love live music and how it moves you. Yes, its decided. I am now attending every open mic night from now on.
The future is inevitable
Im tired of hearing about it or thinking about it.
I’ve been around little kids too much this weekend, and now I’m acting like one.
I don’t even know who you are anymore.
And all the suffering and all the pain Neve left a name
Under chairs and tables
I’ve looked and searched and yearned but you’re not there we’ve lost sight for a long time, now and I almost want to give up fighting because i know you haven’t even tried this entire time replaced by another figure so ill slip away silently, into the darkness that invades the background i’ll go silently
It’s just any other day to me. Because I know I’ll still love you the same the very next day, and the day after that, and the day after that.
It's so powerful
When just the presence of someone alone can make you feel incredibly different.