March 2011
It's nice when
you’re told something
and you really really don’t want it to happen
but you keep your personal inquiries to yourself
because you’re too scared to say something
because you feel it insignificant
and you pray and pray it wont happen
and by some miracle it doesn’t
sweet relief
The Sea and the Rhythm by Iron & Wine
sometimes
i hate the rain
not for what it gives
but for what it takes
At first
I thought I was the one who remained unchanged while everyone around me started turning into something I wish they weren’t. But maybe I’m the one who’s changed. I have no energy to do anything anymore; no passion that compels me to hit the ground running. I struggled through the cold winter, barely making it out alive, and now I fear that through it all, I lost a part of me. That...
And you said to remember your touch
I’ll feel it forever
little moments
when someone can show you so much love; so much good
and it hurts and amazes you
because you don’t know how on earth you could ever deserve something
so pure and true and good
i dont know why. i dont know how
but everythings different
and i dont think its going to go back to the way it was
this
Sometimes its scary how noticeably drunk you are.
“Our truest life is when we are in our dreams awake.”
– Henry David Thoreau
Letter dated December 23
Sometimes, I look back and miss all the people I...
Negative feedback. That’s all I ever get. From my teachers, my coach, even my own fucking parents. Im tired of hearing it. All it means to me is “you’re not good enough”.
“I plan my future only to erase my past.”
Happiness
tonight it came in a carton of ben and jerrys
kitchen table discussions at 1 am
and you
Today
was nothing but terrible.
Let’s face it, cheating is wrong. But you know whats worse? Is being accused of something so crucial.
Dear Mr. Gatten, I was just asking for clarification on your poorly written question. Why? Because you are a terrible teacher, and if I had asked for your help, you would have given me some goofy, dumb look and a fucking ridiculous response, like always.
My...
But I set fire to the rain Watched it pour as I...
