January 2011
What's going on?
I just wrote the most “emo” blog of my life. I find myself doing that a lot. And it sickens me. That I’m almost inept to find any happiness or good feeling within me. From now on, I am taking a vow to only focus on the positive things. It just took those last five seconds to realize that i truly need this. It almost scares me.
This is Kasey’s sadness signing off from...
I hate falling asleep alone.
I hate the feeling
when it’s impossible to find the good in anything
I find it odd
that while I talk to you, I find myself looking at all of your drawings hanging on your wall. They show what emotion you used to express, but I can never find it in your face. At least not anymore.
“We’re all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.”
– Oscar Wilde
I
and
love
and
you
“Paving the road to hell with good intentions.”
– Paul Rider on his collection “Drawn to the Light”
Sunshine, sunshine is fine
As the weather changes, so do we. Its as if we have imitated God’s fingers in breaking through our dark, cloudy curtains as we part them and allow the sunshine to creep in as it warms our skin and pleasurably burns our souls.
Let me tell ya
Tonight’s moon is probably the most beautiful I have ever seen it in a while. Driving next to it with a swollen, iridescent glow that pierced every tree branch was some sort of incredible. I parked my car on a street corner with my best friend in the passenger seat and listened to her talk about true love while staring at this wholesome wonder. I can’t really fathom why, but these two...
Just call me your little slug summoner
I love my best friend more than the world. As the days go by, I’ve come to realize my most valuable friendships, and i couldn’t be surrounded by more beautiful people. The ones who can pick me up when I’m broken or make that bad day disappear, even if it’s only for a little while. I love you all.
I can hear you
They never realize how easily sound carries in this house. While they stand there in the kitchen and just shit on me. I know I’m a failure. I know I’m not my sister. I know I don’t try in school. I know I disappoint you.
At least I have Jim Carroll to numb the lonely night.
And I'll look after you
There now, steady love, so few come and don’t go Will you won’t you, be the one I’ll always know When I’m losing my control, the city spins around You’re the only one who knows, you slow it down
It just hit me
like a ton of bricks
how much this song applies to me
Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in...
I've got a memory tied around my finger
It’s creeping up on a year now, that I haven’t removed the delicate silver band from my finger. I don’t plan on doing so anytime soon. Just taking it off for a second makes my finger feel stripped and naked. Like I’m erasing all the good memories from my mind. Please don’t fade away, stay with me forever.
